Lonely no more
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Lonely no more
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Dear God, I’m really really happy Thankyouuu. With Love, Yvonne MUSIC
FAMILY
Friends you know who you are<3
ahem* M.
Kid Cudi
Dear God, I’m really really happy Thankyouuu. With Love, Yvonne
MUSIC
FAMILY
Friends you know who you are<3
ahem* M.
Kid Cudi
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hey yvonne
do you go to a university right now? you’re super smart! if not, where do you plan on transferring to? don’t give up Just trying to finish up my comm. college, then movin outta here!
Ask me anything
hey yvonne do you go to a university right now? you’re super smart! if not, where do you plan on transferring to? don’t give up
Just trying to finish up my comm. college, then movin outta here!
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Hakuna Matata :)
[Frodo Songz]
3: 42pm
but yvonnneee !
>___< i dont want to see you with ugly guys anymoreee
[You]
3: 42pm
HAHAHHAA
HHAHHA BAAHAHAH
oh best friend
[Frodo Songz]
3: 42pm
im seriouss, it hurtsss meee insideeee
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Still here Slowly drowning in my sorrow
Wishing things would be better tomorrow
Feeling like I am in an ocean of doubt and despair,
gradually sinking and gasping for air.
Knowing life is not a light switch you can flip on and off
Simply settling and accepting I have to carry on.
Trying to keep my sanity and composure intact
out of fear of how those close to me, might react.
Fears of inadequacy as a human, as a woman, bury themselves deep in my head
As I make a foolish attempt to have a good night’s rest in my lumpy bed.
Due to the fact that there are others out there ten times better than I,
makes me afraid and let out defeated sighs.
Since it seems like things will always be this way,
its frustrating because I have to go through it day after day.
Yet, when my quandaries are more than I can bare,
I can at least take comfort in those who really care.
Still here
Slowly drowning in my sorrow
Wishing things would be better tomorrow
Feeling like I am in an ocean of doubt and despair,
gradually sinking and gasping for air.
Knowing life is not a light switch you can flip on and off
Simply settling and accepting I have to carry on.
Trying to keep my sanity and composure intact
out of fear of how those close to me, might react.
Fears of inadequacy as a human, as a woman, bury themselves deep in my head
As I make a foolish attempt to have a good night’s rest in my lumpy bed.
Due to the fact that there are others out there ten times better than I,
makes me afraid and let out defeated sighs.
Since it seems like things will always be this way,
its frustrating because I have to go through it day after day.
Yet, when my quandaries are more than I can bare,
I can at least take comfort in those who really care.
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What if your fears and dreams existed in the same place? What if to get to heaven you had to brave hell?
What if everything you ever wanted cost you everything you ever achieved?
Would you still?
What if your fears and dreams existed in the same place?
What if to get to heaven you had to brave hell?
What if everything you ever wanted cost you everything you ever achieved?
Would you still?
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People always in the wrong place at the wrong time.
People always in the wrong place at the wrong time.
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“So insecure and messy, mark today the day that dedication died. Instead of saying goodbye, I’m staying, praying that I’ll stay alive. Because even though I know I hate to love you so much, I got no better place to go, that’s why I always show up.”
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All Credits & Kudos goes to: A lovely blogger who I Respect: DeadbeatHustler.. I feel you girl, your words… I concur ! He didnt really respond to my lean and it was totally friendly anyhow, but after a while he leaned in too. Then he held my hands and thats when I knew, “Oh damn. Shits going down son!” (I know, I’m sucha dork.) But thats when I knew how he really felt about me. It was totally cute. Afterwards we just cuddled and enjoyed the movie but I couldnt help but feel strange inside.
I dont know if its because I’m uncertain about my feelings or if I’m just skeptical to date again, but something feels strange. I wont say something feels “off” because it actually feels right. But its just this weird feeling I cant brush off. Maybe its the fact that his friend also happens to like me. Or maybe its because I feel like we are in actuality, really different. Or maybe…..just maybe, I’m in denial. Whatever it is, I cant brush the feeling off and I hate it because this moment is so sweet and I feel great. I just dont know what I want I guess. To be fair, we barely started getting to know eachother so perhaps we just need alot more time. The thing with me is that it takes me a while to fully develop feelings for someone. Without that full development, I can’t possibly be in a relationship with someone. Take my ex for example. People tend to think it happened overnight, but in reality, it took us 2months until we actually made it official. As they say, “Love takes time”.
It’s exciting to venture into a new romance but frightening when you’re super insecure about yourself. Sigh……I wish I could feel completely happy and satisfied but now I dont know. I want to be absolutely sure about my feelings before I complicate matters further. If theres one thing I dont want to do, its mess with this person’s feelings. Especially because he is so sweet and nice. I need to be careful……let’s hope my rational side overrides the emotional, cuz right now, I have no idea what I want.
Source:http://deadbeathustler.tumblr.com/post/1319771078/i-dont-know-what-i-fuckin-want
All Credits & Kudos goes to: A lovely blogger who I Respect: DeadbeatHustler.. I feel you girl, your words… I concur !
He didnt really respond to my lean and it was totally friendly anyhow, but after a while he leaned in too. Then he held my hands and thats when I knew, “Oh damn. Shits going down son!” (I know, I’m sucha dork.) But thats when I knew how he really felt about me. It was totally cute. Afterwards we just cuddled and enjoyed the movie but I couldnt help but feel strange inside. I dont know if its because I’m uncertain about my feelings or if I’m just skeptical to date again, but something feels strange. I wont say something feels “off” because it actually feels right. But its just this weird feeling I cant brush off. Maybe its the fact that his friend also happens to like me. Or maybe its because I feel like we are in actuality, really different. Or maybe…..just maybe, I’m in denial. Whatever it is, I cant brush the feeling off and I hate it because this moment is so sweet and I feel great. I just dont know what I want I guess. To be fair, we barely started getting to know eachother so perhaps we just need alot more time. The thing with me is that it takes me a while to fully develop feelings for someone. Without that full development, I can’t possibly be in a relationship with someone. Take my ex for example. People tend to think it happened overnight, but in reality, it took us 2months until we actually made it official. As they say, “Love takes time”. It’s exciting to venture into a new romance but frightening when you’re super insecure about yourself. Sigh……I wish I could feel completely happy and satisfied but now I dont know. I want to be absolutely sure about my feelings before I complicate matters further. If theres one thing I dont want to do, its mess with this person’s feelings. Especially because he is so sweet and nice. I need to be careful……let’s hope my rational side overrides the emotional, cuz right now, I have no idea what I want. Source:http://deadbeathustler.tumblr.com/post/1319771078/i-dont-know-what-i-fuckin-want
